"One Thing Remains" started playing on my shuffle a few minutes ago...it says "and on and on it goes, yes it overwhelms my soul" and without hesitating, I found myself agreeing, yeah my struggles are going on and on and overwhelming my insides.     Within about a 3 second reality check, the song screams at me to let Jesus' love be what goes on and on, overwhelming and satisfying me.I finished by 4th chemo treatment today and I'm starting to understand the we...  Read More...

It never really occurred to me that chemo was a lifestyle. I had gone with grandpa, only a few times, when he was being treated. But it never crossed my thoughts that chemo was as life-taking as it is.   Read More...

I was sitting in Moffitt during my last treatment and I received 3 phone calls in ONE day of friends getting engaged. Um what. Obviously, I can't help but be ecstatic because my friends are in love and what an incredible chapter to be writing!But let me throw in 4 seconds of a maddie miller pity party...   Read More...

Jesus Calling devotional:"Instead of scrutinizing your checklist, focus your attention on My Presence with you.This continual contact with Me will keep you in My Peace.Moreover, I will help you sort out what is important and what is not, what needs to be done now and what does not. Fix your eyes on what is seen, (your circumstance), but on what is unseen, (My Presence)." -2 Corinthians 4:18I guess God really does have every little life detail planned out. That was my devo for the morni...  Read More...

I'm having a super hard time typing right now because I can't stop smiling! My heart is SO completely overjoyed that I can't do anything but smile. The Holy Spirit is alive, this place is full of so much peace and joy!   Read More...

If you're reading this, you've probably already seen my news. I haven't had still time to process it all so if you continue to read...you're agreeing to process with me :)Aaand go!Last Tuesday, I woke up with chest pain. Last Thursday, I called my primary to make an appointment and they send me to the Emergency Room.In the ER, they run a bunch of tests and scan my chest.   Read More...